We were okay. But I don't know why. Now we aren't okay. Why do you need to join my business? You don't know anything. Please just shut up. Actually I'm tired of you. You think you can be their hero? oh man please...

You really ask for your die..

You talk like you're a right person.
Do you ever realized? Do you ever know? I hate people who join my business even they don't know the whole story.

You may talk that way. You may blame me. But before you ask me, ask yourself first. Why do you want to be theirs? Popularity?

You know I've tried to explain this. Try to re-build it. Try to fix it. But those all useless. They won't hear me. They ignored me. So don't ever think about me as the culprit. Or whatever you want. But one thing that you should know, they betray me.

If you have a humanity.....

What did you say to my friend? Fake story?
Dear my friend, you know, you are fooled by them. Oh I'm so sorry to say this. But they use you. Should I tell you the truth? So you can compare it? my dearest friend, we have known each other for a long time. Which one you trust? me or them? and one thing, you should never join our business if you don't know the whole story.

I know you spread sooooo much fake story. Create a story just like I'm the one who wrong. I'm the one who can you blame. I'm the culprit.

But there is one thing, one greatest thing. The almighty. Of them all. Allah. Allah knows the right and false. Allah knows everything because we are Allah's mine. Don't you realized? You already have a huge sin. So why do you still do a thing that cause you a sin? Don't you afraid? Don't you tired?

I did love you. You betray me. I'm angry. And that's reasonable. But what is it? You don't look funny. You look disgusting. You need to study. Study and learn a lot things. You may won't feel it this time. But you'll feel it someday. Human is human. Human is weak. When we meet in the future, I will realized.
"Oh, I remember you. You're the one who has wicked to me in the past right?" don't you ever think about it?

You just make it worst. I don't do anything bad for you. I don't make you lose your belonging, lose your friend, family, or anything you have. I just being me. Me who don't want to care about you. But why do you always care about me? You know, more you judge, more you care. Everything that I did, you always want to know and comment about it. Are you my fan? My die-hard fan?

I just don't want to do a thing that cause me a sin. I have so many sins. I prefer shut up. And let other people reply you. Allah is fair. I know Allah will hear me. I'll lean on Allah.

You may laugh at me this time. You may bully me. You may look down at me. You may talk a bad thing about me even though it just your fake story. But I'll pray for you. I'll pray for you so you can be forgiven. And you can have a justice.

I never expected that you can change to the very wicked person who I ever met. I thought you are a kind person. How can you do that? How can you? .......

You may satisfied after teasing me. And really happy to see me fail. But, isn't that a characteristic of evil? Are you evil? remember you're human.

You talk about a thing. You know, It doesn't make any sense. You will happy if I suffer, right? If I cry? If I can't stand your nonsense? If I suffered a lot? But sorry, I won't give up on a peer pressure. I may shut up. I may don't do anything. But it doesn't mean I give up. I'll smile at you. And try really hard to stand with you even though I don't know if I can stand it for a long time.

You were a good girl. With a good education. But now, who are you? Did you lost your identity? You smile in front of me. And tease behind me. You even fear to face me. Do you know what kind of human you are?

I have no idea. I don't have any word again to say to you. You have walked in a wrong path. I just need to wait. Wait wisely. I don't need to take any revenge. I just need to wait. Even though waiting is tiring. I still need to wait.

Just spend your day. And live your life happily. Don't waste your time to care about me. Because I don't need your attention and I don't care about you. And don't waste your time to search for any attention. Because you just get lower when you do it.

I would cherish you before. But seems like you never ever think about cherish me. I did wrong. I should never love you. But I did. And I just regret and thank to you. This is a precious lesson. But one thing you should know,

think again and you better watch out.